L.Y.L. Tuesday, January 29, 2008
This year has been nothing but trouble and pain for me and my friends. But hopefully it'll get better. This post is for all my friends who have been through deaths in the family (ALOT).
It still hurts to look at your photo. And I'm sure it will for a really long time. Someday it'll get better and I'll look back on this and smile. Although your gone now, I can still feel you beside me. Watching over me, helping me, teaching me and smiling down on me. All the small things I made so huge now seem small and insignificant. And I can still hear your voice sometimes. It echoes in the wind and when I cry for you, I can almost feel your hand on my shoulder, telling me to stop crying. People keep saying your in a better place, and even though I know that, I can't stop the pain and tears. You may be happier, but I'm sad because your not happy with me anymore. So, patiently I'll wait. For that day I can see you again and we can all be together again.
It still hurts to look at your photo. And I'm sure it will for a really long time. Someday it'll get better and I'll look back on this and smile. Although your gone now, I can still feel you beside me. Watching over me, helping me, teaching me and smiling down on me. All the small things I made so huge now seem small and insignificant. And I can still hear your voice sometimes. It echoes in the wind and when I cry for you, I can almost feel your hand on my shoulder, telling me to stop crying. People keep saying your in a better place, and even though I know that, I can't stop the pain and tears. You may be happier, but I'm sad because your not happy with me anymore. So, patiently I'll wait. For that day I can see you again and we can all be together again.
Just 3 minutes ago I heard from a friend that her grand aunt died. And 30 seconds ago, I heard her friend's mother died. This is for you guys!!!