L.Y.L. Monday, February 11, 2008
Okay, so the whole optimistic thing goes down the drain. How can I be optimistic when 60% of my friends don't really care? When people are constantly waiting for u to mess up? When people are trying to find things to use against you? When school sucks worse than ever? When you're losing some of your best friends? When you fall for all the wrong guys? When one of them hates you so much but likes your frienimie? Then lies to his sister and tells her he actually hates your frienemie and doesn't talk to her? But you saw it with your own eyes? When you wish you could end the friendship you cherish the most because it's beginning to hurt?
Yes, I realize I whine alot and I always 'think to much', but it isn't that simple.
I'm sorry to all those who I've troubled and didn't have the courage to tell me.
I'm sorry to those people I've hurt with my words or actions.
I'm sorry for being a spoiled brat and giving the ilusion that I can't take advice.
And finally, I'm sorry for always running to you.
Because I know it puts a burden on your shoulders.♥
Yes, I realize I whine alot and I always 'think to much', but it isn't that simple.
I'm sorry to all those who I've troubled and didn't have the courage to tell me.
I'm sorry to those people I've hurt with my words or actions.
I'm sorry for being a spoiled brat and giving the ilusion that I can't take advice.
And finally, I'm sorry for always running to you.
Because I know it puts a burden on your shoulders.♥