L.Y.L. Friday, March 28, 2008
Okay, so ppl are all askin me, "what was the hardest thing u had to do?"
Well, the truth is, it was accepting that I don't fit in with certain friends of mine
I had to accept that I was a crap captain and that I'm trying to fit in with these ppl
when I'm clearly very different from them
I try to be nice and pretend not to care that I get ignored
But I had to accept today that maybe I'm not wanted
Maybe ppl don't want me around.
So, I'm going to stop trying
I see that they're way more comfortable around other ppl
So I guess I'm going to have to just let it go
There it is.
What I had to do that was to hard.
Well, the truth is, it was accepting that I don't fit in with certain friends of mine
I had to accept that I was a crap captain and that I'm trying to fit in with these ppl
when I'm clearly very different from them
I try to be nice and pretend not to care that I get ignored
But I had to accept today that maybe I'm not wanted
Maybe ppl don't want me around.
So, I'm going to stop trying
I see that they're way more comfortable around other ppl
So I guess I'm going to have to just let it go
There it is.
What I had to do that was to hard.