L.Y.L. Sunday, March 9, 2008
I want
To be able to go
To be able to have fun
To be able to forget all my problems for that night
I don't want
You or some1 else to get in trouble
To ruin your night
To get hurt again
To be embarresed infront of everyone
To hurt you again
I'm fighting myself
I want to go and have a great time and finally forget all the problems,
But I know if anything goes wrong, you and her will take the blame
And it will ruin your night and maybe hers
Don't worry abt me so much
I'm doing this for myself and you. I know you think it's unfair,
but not every1 can be as fair as you
You promised that if they kick me out, u'll come with
but I know if they really did, you really would come with me
that is unfair to you because I know Asha needs you there
she needs you to calm her down...
I'm sure it would have been amazingly fun
but I can't risk hurting anyone again
To be able to go
To be able to have fun
To be able to forget all my problems for that night
I don't want
You or some1 else to get in trouble
To ruin your night
To get hurt again
To be embarresed infront of everyone
To hurt you again
I'm fighting myself
I want to go and have a great time and finally forget all the problems,
But I know if anything goes wrong, you and her will take the blame
And it will ruin your night and maybe hers
Don't worry abt me so much
I'm doing this for myself and you. I know you think it's unfair,
but not every1 can be as fair as you
You promised that if they kick me out, u'll come with
but I know if they really did, you really would come with me
that is unfair to you because I know Asha needs you there
she needs you to calm her down...
I'm sure it would have been amazingly fun
but I can't risk hurting anyone again