L.Y.L. Tuesday, May 20, 2008
You've got me worried now.
REALLY worried and I'm in a place that's not pleasant
I have so many things to say to so many people now I really
don't know where to start
Three minutes of fighting, tears and hanging up, later...
Khadijah,
You are a great godsis, sometimes.
Truthfully, you hurt me and Aisyah so much it's insane
Stop giving us crap advice
You make it sound like we're stupid for not knowing it ourselves
That it's our fault
That we deserved it
And that we're morons because we didn't think of a way to solve this sooner
SHUT UP
Me and Aisyah are both crying right now and all you can do is sit there and
blame us
again
You say we need to grow up and that we're not mature enough
You are Aisyah's sister!
STOP ACTING LIKE HER BOSS
She doesn't need to hear all this shit from you
And when I called you that day I was really upset
What do you do?
You tell me my other friends actually hate me
I'm not humble enough
I'm immature
And I deserved everything I got
If you keep this up, I'm so not speaking to you
ever
For my other two godsisters
I'm in a scary place now
You say we have to talk and that it'll be fine
if I keep an open mind....
You want to wait till Friday...
I can't wait that long!
I. Am. Scared.
I want to know now so that if you're gonna ditch me as a godsister
I'll know before the hols
You said it'll be good for me and that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me
'trust us' you said
I do.
But this is scary for me because the last time this happened it didn't end well
This is a very emotional blog for me
Because all this happened within the last half hour
Some within the last 5 minutes
I have made a decision
Khadijah, I am no longer speaking to you
and I'm taking Aisyah with me
Asha, I'll wait.
But only because I trust you
And I believe that we can work things out
f.y.i. I AM Blair Waldorf. Enuf said.
REALLY worried and I'm in a place that's not pleasant
I have so many things to say to so many people now I really
don't know where to start
Three minutes of fighting, tears and hanging up, later...
Khadijah,
You are a great godsis, sometimes.
Truthfully, you hurt me and Aisyah so much it's insane
Stop giving us crap advice
You make it sound like we're stupid for not knowing it ourselves
That it's our fault
That we deserved it
And that we're morons because we didn't think of a way to solve this sooner
SHUT UP
Me and Aisyah are both crying right now and all you can do is sit there and
blame us
again
You say we need to grow up and that we're not mature enough
You are Aisyah's sister!
STOP ACTING LIKE HER BOSS
She doesn't need to hear all this shit from you
And when I called you that day I was really upset
What do you do?
You tell me my other friends actually hate me
I'm not humble enough
I'm immature
And I deserved everything I got
If you keep this up, I'm so not speaking to you
ever
For my other two godsisters
I'm in a scary place now
You say we have to talk and that it'll be fine
if I keep an open mind....
You want to wait till Friday...
I can't wait that long!
I. Am. Scared.
I want to know now so that if you're gonna ditch me as a godsister
I'll know before the hols
You said it'll be good for me and that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me
'trust us' you said
I do.
But this is scary for me because the last time this happened it didn't end well
This is a very emotional blog for me
Because all this happened within the last half hour
Some within the last 5 minutes
I have made a decision
Khadijah, I am no longer speaking to you
and I'm taking Aisyah with me
Asha, I'll wait.
But only because I trust you
And I believe that we can work things out
f.y.i. I AM Blair Waldorf. Enuf said.